Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Clearing Time

It is time to clear the insides of my college bag and files.
It's too heavy.
Seriously.
Plus it's a sling bag.

Just an hour ago, I met my friend in the library.
She was my ex-schoolmate and she told me that 1 day, she missed the bus, so she was forced to walk home from my ex-school, SMKSU (SS18) to USJ11.
That's really far.
Her journey only took 40 minutes when she walked fast.

Of Course!! I wasn't satisfied at all since I usually took 30 minutes and my journey was like half to three quarter of hers.
Then.... I decided to time myself!!!
I walked fast from taylors' college at the guard house till the front gate of my house.

TADA!!!

I only took 20 minutes.
EXACTLY!!
Wow! Not bad for a person who doesn't really work out! XD
At least half of her time! ^_^

Well, during the journey, my bag, file plus my statistics book seems to be a bother.
It slows down my speed and makes me tired.
Then....I decided to weigh it.

GUESS WAT ?!?!?

Today,
My bag + File + Statistics book = Nearly 8Kg
Yesterday,
My bag + File + Statistics book + 1 stack of papers (In bag) = Nearly 9Kg

O.O Wow, didn't know it's THAT heavy.

Lolz....

Which is why,

TIME FOR CLEARING!!!!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Outing

Tbursday (17/4/2008)


Yesterday's memories certainly made my life more beautiful.

Last week, I went out 3 days in a row and it was really tiring.

First :- Outing with Chit Ying, Wei Li, Jie Qi, Shu Ling and Kei Lee
I went to sunway pyramid by taking bus with Jie Qi and we reached there on time amazingly although we left my house late. We watched a movie called 3 kingdoms. Not bad the movie. I still can remember the phrase, " When we are alive, we are Zhao Zi Long's Members and when we die, we are Zhao Zi Long's Ghost!!" Lolz....

Plus it's my first time playing pool!!! ^_^

It was kinda horrible.... 2 tables, 1 for guys (2 Person) and 1 for girls (4 Person)

Less than 1 hour, the guys finished 2 games + and the girls didn't managed to finish even 1 game. Swt..... and we were late for the movie. However I still have fun shooting balls and I know, I suck at it. XD

Plus at night, I went to the YS section in SJBA. I was like ........ when we were split to groups. I got 5 guys in my team and I was the only girl. I know that's nothing but It was fun how I said "Nooo...... only girl" and 1 of the guys was playing along with me " Trying to be evil" Lolz...

And another group got 4 girls and 2 guys.Swt....

But having guys in a team was kinda cool. When guys talked, really out of topic. They kept on talking about fate/stay night => Rider and when they were asked to name the group, they just said "Rider". Actually I also said "Rider" Lolz... cause they kept on talking about it. And when guys do things, it is always so simple. Pick between black and white => Lat Tali Lat Dum Bom! (Hands) and then they continued with their conversation. Lolz.... The game they organized are always fun and there would always have meaning to it. Love all those games.

Went back home and I was dead tired. Sad thing that I couldn't go out and have yamcha with them after the YS section.

Second :- Taekwondo Class

Have to wake up at 7.00am and reached at SMKUSJ13 at 7.30am. So tired after 1 whole day outing. SMKUSJ13 got double traning section from 7.30am to 9.50am. So hungry cause I didn't eat my breakfast. After that, I went to SMKSU for another training section from 10.00am to 11.20am. Luckily got Char Siew Pau to eat which was bought by the coaches. Thanks coaches!!

Imagine, this time, this week got double training section from both schools so it will be like SMKUSJ13 from 7.30am to 9.50am and SMKSU from 10.00 am to 12.50pm. HORROR!! I mean......CHALLENGING!!! XD

Not only that, Sunday got Grading and it will be from 8.00am to 11-12pm. *Faint*

Third :- Sports Day

Mentioned in the previous post.

So as I was saying, this 3 days made me feel really exhausted and didn't feel like going out yesterday. However, I went out and I had so much fun!

Outing with Chit Ying, Wei Li, Hui Ning, Khai Jack and Huong Ket

Wei Li and Hui Ning went to college and at around 11.45am, they came and fetched me. They decided to go to Khai Jack's House to wake him up. Fortunately, we found his house, thanks to hui ning, however due to alot of misunderstanding and uncertainties, plus not being able to contact Khai Jack cause he => sleeping, Maid => blur, we went a lot of merry-go-round for about another 30 minutes + .

At last we were able to contact Khai Jack and found out that Khai Jack was out and the maid was blur. So we went straight to Sunway Pyramid. We had lunch and split our ways. Hui Ning and Khai Jack went to watch 3 kingdoms while Wei Li, Chit Ying, Huong Ket and Me went visiting friends working there and then followed by pool again!!

This time it wasn't that bad as girls partner with guys. Lolz.... And the girls' job was to screw the guys' game in terms of the angle. We made the guys' game more challenging.

Hahaha well, that's not the case though, we tried our best but what to do? Second time playing, cannot get any better. But..... we had tons of fun!!

Last of all, the movie. At last, Finally a good movie after so many movies I seen.

The movie was = Ah Long Pte Ltd.


It's a very good movie. Expected from Jack Neo, a very good director, writer and also Fann Wong, a very good actress. At last, a good show from Singaporeans and Malaysian. XD

Besides that, I love the Indian guy who played the role as a security guard. He got that pitiful look and eyes saying ," Please don't disturb me, I just want peace! This is the only job I got and I need it to support my family." Lolz...

It's actually very similar to Just Follow The Law, where the Indian guy played the role again as a security guard and Fann Wong act as a guy and got a sissy too but different actor. However, the plots were totally different. Instead I found that This movie was actually better than Just Follow The Law. XD

Here's some background issues I found in http://forum.fannchrisfc.com/

THE STRIPPING SCENE
The task of finding a body double was left to Malaysian producer Sampson Yuen, who had a week to do so.

It was not an easy task, as Sampson explained: 'A lot of girls were unwilling to do so or their figures were not like Fann's.

Malaysian model Chen Xin Yi, 25, was eventually picked by Fann, Sampson and Jack.Standing at 1.72m and weighing 50kg, she is 1cm taller than Fann who weighs the same.

Xin Yi, who was paid less than $1,000, told Lianhe Wanbao that it wasn't about the money because she was a fan of Fann's.

The set was cleared to put Xin Yi at ease and she had on a certain type of underwear.

Fann joked: 'Her figure is better than mine, that's why she's the one stripping, not me.'

Mark, who was also present during the filming, was diplomatic.

He said: 'Looks-wise, Fann is definitely prettier. But I cannot judge their figures because I've never seen Fann's (naked back)...'But the tiger tattoo was so big that it stole the focus away from the figure.'


ACTOR SPITS ON FANN

Fann did have to suffer some 'torture'.Like being 'spat on' more than 40 times by co-star Richard Low, who plays a retired triad boss whose spittle flies onto her face.

Fann complained in jest: 'Richard was so mean. Every time we finished a take, he would take a sip of water and give me an evil grin before doing more spitting.'

It got smelly after a while, and Richard wasn't even apologetic.

THE CESSPOOL

'There was also a scene in which Fann and Mark had to submerge themselves in a jungle cesspool to avoid being captured.

The first 'cesspool', made of chocolate sauce, bananas, chendol, caramel and honey, was deemed not filthy enough.

So the pair had to redo the scene with a 'cesspool' that had more ingredients thrown in.

They were surrounded by flies and ants the moment they got out.

Fann recalled: 'It was so icky, there was green and brown stuff coming out when I took a shower.'

But she said her skin felt a lot smoother after that, 'maybe because of the concoction'.

Jack later told reporters the crew had added 'a few drops of urine' to the cesspool as a prank, without Mark and Fann knowing.


Monday, April 14, 2008

Sports Day 2008

It's been 4 months ever since I left school. Memories are the only ones which still remains intact with me and may it always be with me till I apart from this world

Sunday, 13/4/2008

SMKSU was having Sports Day Year 2008 in MPSJ. Marching took place as usual at 8.00am. Marching consists of Lembaga Pengawas, Pengakap 78, Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah, Persatuan Pandu Puteri, PKBM, Kadet Rela, Kadet Remaja, Puteri Islam, Kadet Polis and 5 House teams which are Hang Jebat (Yellow), Hang Lekir (Orange), Hang Tuah (Red), Hang Kasturi(Green) and Hang Lekiu (Blue).

Ketua Pengawas (Si Onn) giving ikrar before sports day officially starts.


The order of the current winning team before the Sports Day officially starts.

The order:-

Hang Lekir

Hang Jebat

Hang Tuah

Hang Kasturi

Hang Lekiu

The crowd at the stand during Sports Day.

This year Sports Day was actually an eye opening to me. I finally realised marching is not all about synchronizationand coordination but also creativity. It was a history that Lembaga Pengawas was the victory for the past 2-3 years. However for 2 previous years, it falled badly,not to mention any of the top 3. Explanation was found but the acceptance for the explantation was hard. Finally I had accepted the fact that creativity plays a huge role when you were in the shoes of the spectators.

Of course, everyone would say, yes, synchronization, coordination and creativity are very important and it is a fact known by everyone. But the fact is, when you are in the shoes of the marching team, synchronization and coordination with the team members are so difficult to achieve that at 1 point, creativity doesn't matter at all. I had been marching for Lembaga Pengawas for 2 years and we had practice for hours and days just to synchronize and coordinate with the marching team consists of 30-40 people. It wasn't easy at all.

However, although this year Lembaga Pengawas didn't managed to obtain the victory but I felt that Lembaga Pengawas put in some effort to be more creative. Unfortunately, Kadet Rela's synchronization, coordination and creativity outbeat all the other marching teams. This year's Kadet Rela's marching was really spectacular.

Marching 2008 won by:-

Kadet Rela
Kadet Remaja
PKBM
Lembaga Pengawas
Pengakap 78

From left : Kadet Rela and PKBM

From Left : PKBM, Pandu Puteri

Back : Kadet Remaja

From Left : Pengakap 78, Lembaga Pengawas

Sports Day was carried on with the senamrobik and followed by 4X100m, 4X200m, 4X400m and etc.... During Sports Day, there was a break in between which was around 11.20am. There were performances from the Chinese society, Christian Fellowship and also Taekwondo.


3 girls representing the Chinese Society performing a hip hop dance.

[The song played was sang by BoA => Korean Singer ^_^)

Taekwondo Club

[My juniors, my coach, Mr Tony and also my friend, Jey Vonn.]

Excellent job for Jonathan Luke, the current president for Taekwondo Club for organizing this demostration during sports day and also to his crew and members for performing. For the past 3 and a half years, I been performing, never did I known that sticks was actually practiced in Taekwondo too. Lolz...

Although this year's performance was abit draggy, but I shall say, it's a good performance as there's alot of new stuffs like self-defense and also new techniques in breaking planks. Of course, the taerobics cannot be excluded from it too.

Way to go!! Gambateh! I will be looking forward to the day when the taerobics are finally completed!

Last of all, the winning house teams for 2008 went to :-

HANG LEKIR!! VICTORY AGAIN!!

FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS [Since 2004]

Hang Tuah

Hang Jebat

Hang Kasturi

Hang Lekiu



Thursday, April 10, 2008

A Day in College during Holidays

Going to College on a Holiday!!

The day I go to college so early in the morning is the day I don't have classes in college which is today =_="
Except for a particular day where I been forced to reach college at 6.50am.
Don't ask me why, there must be something wrong with the clock. It stated there, 7.28am when I reached the college. And guess wat, I usually reached college at 7.55am during college days.
So sleepy..... Luckily I met my friend, Jia Yin at the front of taylor's college.
Or else, my day would be super duper boring.....

Pros :-
a) Hey, I found a new story book to read. XD
b) I was able to submit my scholarship form. (All A-Levels students, remember to submit your scholarship form before 14 April 2008)
c) I did some of my homework. (Very little)
d) I was able to spend some time with my friends.
e) I heard some lame jokes with a total of 3 long lame jokes and 1 short lame jokes.
f) Plus I found out I am not the only A-level person here in college.
g) It feels so good not going to class because there are no class. =_="

Cons :-
a) Boring......
b) Very tired.... Feel like sleeping almost every minute.
c) Don't get to see shows.
d) Alone when my friends were in classes.
e) Had to walk all the way back home.
f) It's drizzling ever since 12pm => Cannot go back or have to walk back in the rain with my umbrella.

The present of A-level's students really make a lot difference. Now when holiday, the library seems not-as-busy as normal day. Not only that, The corridor also not as packed as usual. I guess A-level's students loves to study (library) or A-level's students cover quite a sum of number of students in Taylors College. ^_^

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Another Tag!!

Getting bored of tags! 3 tags in a row. This is too much.......

Thanks shu ling. Now I get why you ask me to read your blog.
Tags......... ^-^

Oh well, I'm actually very free, so must well do this. XD

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
Cold Drinks, Something nice to munch like sour stuff and entertainment (Nice shows/Music)

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
The Mist => "COOL ENDING......"
[Honestly, the ending is lame and the show is meaningless]

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Blog Buddies?? Why blog?
Okay.... I guess I will take :-

Tzu Ken => Entertainment + He will find a solution out of the island (Physics => Guys stuff....)
Amanda => She will never give up until she finds a solution which covers the solution out of the island and other problems too... Maybe food? (Smart in alot of stuff)

Hmm...who else got blog?
*Thinking Hard*
Crystal => Positive Thinkier + Help lighten up the situation + Discover a solution too.

*Hooray* All brain ppl... Will be out of the desert island in no time.

P/S : Lolz... Desert Island reminds me of the crazy lady who is obsessed in god in the movie "The Mist"

4. What are you most happy with now?
My Family, Friends and the existence of Computer, Internet and Music. Plus HOLIDAY!!!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Be a meaningful and useful person in this world and having a simple life [What normal ppl wish for....family bla bla bla]

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yup! I saw it before with my brother on the way to some dinner. SPECTACULAR VIEW!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My Family, Friends and Money

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
Nothing to do right now.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I don't think so...... I'm a shy person. XP

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Hardworking, Have a good heart and Innocent

11. What do you think of life right now?
Boring.......

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
a) Like most of the ppl said 2 faced person
b) Those who forces other people to be polite while they themself aren't
c) Those who give empty promises
d) Those who criticize plus doesn't appreciate the things done for them and ending up putting a blame on you.

13. What is your ambition?
If possible, Maybe forensic scientist (Criminalists) or CSI or might as well be a pharmacist.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I would rather prefer they point out to me so that I can correct my mistakes.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, Friends, Money

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Apparently, No.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you?
Innocent

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
Help the person to regain conscious and asks for help.

19. What makes you different?
Different from wat? Don't ask me, Ask my friends and family.

20. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
To have endless wishes of mine to be granted. XD

Tags...... Really Time Consuming..... =_="

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Tag! Tag! Tag!

Bored.... So I decided to do this tag.

-You-
First Name : Liew
Nickname : Chini xia xia, chinz, xia, or [Golden, Green, Fresh or etc....]Prawn. Swt..... But please call me "Chin Xia" only.
Name you wish you had : Chin Xia (I love my name) or maybe Charmaine but then still I prefer Chin Xia. Can't find an english name which I like.
What do people normally mistake your name as : "Xia" as "Sia" or in chinese "Xia" as prawn and "Chin" as Fresh/Green/Golden
Birthday : 12th October 1990
Birthplace : SJMC, Subang Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia
Time of Birth : Unknown
Single or taken : Single
Zodiac sign : Libra

-Your Appearence-
How tall are you = Hmm..... not sure, so long didn't check liao. Maybe...152cm or 153cm?
Wish you were taller = Obviously! But short has advantages too!
Eye color = Black
Eye color you want = [Blue? Green? Dark brown? ]=> Those are cool!!! but still I prefer Black
Natural Hair color = Black
Current Hair color = Black
Short or long hair = Middle (Slightly longer than the shoulder length)
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color = Nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair = I would say, cut it to shoulder length and it looks horrible!!!
Glasses or contacts = None but sometimes glasses
Do you wear make-up = Nope unless got occasion
Ever had hair extensions = Nope but my school teacher has!! It was very obvious!
Paint your nails = Not now but I like to paint it transparent, red or black!! XD

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes = Black
What color hair = Black
Shy or Outgoing = Outgoing
Looks or personality = Personality
Sexy or Cute = Do guys also look sexy?Hmm..... I shall pick Cute!
Serious or Fun = Fun! but serious when comes to work.
Older or Younger than you = Older! And age gap not too big.
A turn on = Own manly way, got cute baby face
A turn off = Those who smokes, drinks alcohol like water, gambles like water, blur

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates = Both!
Pepsi or Coke = Coke
Rap or Rock = Rock?
Relationship or One night stand = Relationship
School or Work = School
Love or Money = Love
Movies or Music = Music
Country or City = Country with modern technology or city also will do
Sunny or Rainy days = Sunny but rainy days will do as long as no lightning/thunder
Friends or Family = Both but more on Family

-Have you ever-
Lied = Yup! But i think mostly everyone lie before in their life. [At least once]
Stole something = Nearly.... And it was so so so funny to think back of it.
Smoked = Never!
Hurt someone close to you = Yup
Broke someone's heart = Yup
Had your heart broken = Yup
Wondered what was wrong with you = Yup, alot of times
Wish you were a prince/princess = Nope. Wat for? I like simple life
Liked someone who was taken = Don't think so. Wat for when someone is taken already?
Shaved your head = Never once
Been in love = Maybe
Used chopsticks = Yup when it comes to noodles or rice in bowls.
Sang in the mirror to yourself = Nope, I sing sometimes but not to the mirror to myself.

-Favorites-
Flower = Red Roses
Candy = Alot!
Song = Alot too! Prefer country songs!
Scent = No idea.
Color = Red (Blood red) XD
Movie = Any movie will do.
Singer = Not really any.. I look at songs and not singer. But Toby Keith as well as Kate Voegele has nice country songs.
Word = Sie lor.... Cham lor....
Junk food = Alot!
Website = I agree with u, zhen hui, http://www.wikipedia.org/
Location = Non in particular, anywhere kua
Animal = Puppies
Ever cried over someone = Yup
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself = Almost everything especially those which makes me imperfect. XD
Do you think you're attractive = Nope
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose = The Ugly Duckling?
Do you play any sports = Yup, if taekwondo is consider as sports

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1) Get bored easily.
2) Get mad easily and cools down kinda fast unless it pissed me off alot, then longer.
3) Love soft toys!
4) Love music!
5) Like having camping and hanging about with friends.
6) Easily stress up with works, assignments, datelines and homeworks
7) Love investigative stuff
8) Bored with life right now.

Tagged People
1-8) Everyone who read this blog except those who done this tag before *Evil* XD

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Memories

Yesterday night, I Finnally able to go yamcha since it's HOLIDAY!


Yesterday night was so memorable as my schoolmates and I went out to go yamcha after visiting our juniors in school (camp). It brought back memories of the camp during our years when I was still a probation and how fun it was to hang about with my schoolmates.


It was so so fun that we could talk and laughed our heads out about 1 particular person with just 1 particular action for about 20 minutes. So EVIL!!! *I Know* but SORRY girl, it's just too funny how they talked about it.


Went back quite late. Parents were unhappy but they didn't said a thing. I felt so guilty for I went home exceeded the time I said I will be back by then.

Sorry dad and mum and Thanks alot too! XD

Hope I can go out more often and make valuable memories like yesterday night. =D

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Been Tagged

Tagged by Zhen Hui.

DON'T SPOIL IT.

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
(Too Late, read 3 times before I been tagged => Other People's one =_=")

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...NO CHEATING!
1. Jia Yin
2. Chit Ying
3. Sheryl
4. Vienna
5. Liang

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. How did you meet 1?
Form 2

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1?
10 kua? We are very good friends. Right Jia yin? =P

3. How long have you known 4?
Hah! Let me see.... 4 months? Wait.... Less than that! Approximately, 3 months 8 days. XD

4. How do you know number 3?
Youth Dharmma Camp 2007!! First person I know in the camp excluding all the people I already know long before the camp.

5. Wheres 5?
USJ.... Wait I know, let me check first.
Hmm..... USJ14, Subang Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia (I think) XD
Next week, in Rawang... =P
All the best Liang!


6. A fact about number 1?
Blur? Like her classmates said? XD

7. Who is 4 going out with?
That I dunno. I guess now still single.

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Study, Library, Assignments, Common tests

9. Would you live with number 3?
Yes. Would be great! With number 2 and 4 too! Then we rock the house! =P

10. What do you like about No.2?
Care about people, Sweet, Inspire me to join the camp!, etc...

11. Do you miss number 5?
Hmm..... Tough question... Nope.
Okiele, Miss you Liang! (And of course, as a friend)


12. Would you make out with number 4?
Make out is a very strong word and action. But I will kiss no.4 on the cheek. XD

13. What’s your opinion of number 2?
Happy-go-lucky girl.

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
Taekwondo camp? Since it was fun and he was organizing it.

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Hahahaha Go out le. Happy for them. Know more people. XD

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Guess so. Discussing about club stuff. Probably not too.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Nope. Not even visited her house. But she invade my house like a hundred times already. Maybe not, 10X at least.

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Not really. Just got to know her like 3 months 8 days and stay so far away but consider we hang out alot since I meet her almost every week.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Number 1!!

20. How often do you talk to 1?
Everytime I meet her on the streets or in college. XD

21. What about 2?
Everytime I go Sunway Pyramid but now.... Maybe the next time I see her somewhere out there or... when we go out

22. Have you ever thought 3 more then a friend?
More than a friend means..... couple ah? Hahaha Sheryl, wanna couple? Lolz... She got too many boys after her before she can see me. XD

23. Would you go out for a date with 5?
Date?? Go out, can...anytime.. but date? maybe not.

24. Do you dream about 2?
I don't dream or crazily dream about 2 but I think she was once in my dream before.
[Hmm..... I bet she will be like ooooo........ I was in your dream when she read this. =_="]


25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
Not me but no. 4 and her FOOD!!!

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
Hmm...Cannot really remember. Maybe giving her a soft toy dog which her brother took it instead. @_@

27. What's 3 hobby?
Dunno, SMS? Work part time job in salon? XD

28. Tag 5 people :
All the people who read my blog except for those who had done this tag already. *Evil*

Wonders

Justice...

Is there justice in this world?

Or is it full of unfairness and cruelty?


Work...

Does everything you do is beneficial?

Or is just a waste of time, effort and unappreciated?

Will your work bring smile to people?

Or it will only bring your smile?


Friends...

Do you exactly have trustworthy friends who will be there for you as people called it "True Friend" anywhere and anytime?

Or is it merely just a simple friend or acquaintance?


Trust....

Do your trust lie in someone who will never betray you?

Or will they betray and harm you instead?


Strangers....

Will your help benefit them and appreciate your effort?

Or will they merely use you for their benefit and harm you instead?


These questions could never be answered as there will be different answers every time you read it.

Furthermore, each person have different answers and these answers lie in you cause only YOU know the answer.