My Loneliness: May 2008

Friday, May 23, 2008

Half Man-Half Tree

On Monday's night (Wesak Day), I was so tired, so I went to sleep with the air-cond on. I was having a peaceful and nice sleep when suddenly at about 3-4 something, I forced myself to wake up from my beautiful sleep cause I had to study for my physic's test that morning.

I rushed my whole early morning reading the notes, going to class and lab reading the notes and just 1 hour before the physic class, my classmate told me that physic's test was postponed to friday. I am what the hell??? Why nobody told me about the postponed thing? I nearly wanted to skip my lunch for it. Thank god someone told me. But sad thing, I dunno why, nobody gave a thought about telling me stuff happen in class like this physic's test when I was somewhere else, seeking for our classmate. This isn't the first time I got this thing happened to me. Sad case.

Anyway, the test was pretty okay and it was fine.

Today, My Mathematics' lecturer, Miss Chia told me about this man known as "Tree Man".

He got roots growing from his hands and legs.
Well It is really kinda cool.....
It is not a cancer but it is because of this particular virus which is Human Papilloma Virus (HPV). Furthermore his immunity system is very rare kind and it is like 1 out of a thousand people.
Although it is not genetic. XD

Go seek and find out. Really cool....
In youtube, there is like a discovery channel showing about him from Part 1 to Part 6.

Enjoy and Have fun!

Wesak Day

Wesak Day was on the 19th May 2008 (Monday)
It was fun and exciting!!! (Lolz, Swea phin's phrase)

Anyway, It was really cool.... I helped in the Health Department for the Health Check for registration part. Just registration alone, can be really tiring. At peak hours, the graph was like up and down, where every 15 minutes to 30 minutes, the graph will shoot all the way up with lots of ppl coming in. I did alot of walking just in 1 room itself. *Amaze*

There will always be someone coming in for health check and it was a never ending process. I guess the longest period of time there wasn't anyone coming in for health check was roughly 5 minutes. XD
There will always be someone registering for health check almost every minute.

But as I said, it was fun. Ushering ppl here and there. And I met my brother's friend and discover another friend of his. Lolz. Those medical students from IMU were really fun ppl. There were nice and helpful too. I hope I see them next year again during wesak day.

Sadly, this year I wasn't able to explore the whole temple especially the ground floor where there were full of events as I was stuck upstairs in a room. Anyhow, It's a very good experience to me as now I know a part of a doctor's life. ^_^

Monday, May 12, 2008

Farewell My Friend

Me + Chit Ying

All those sweet memories we spend together for 2 and a half years, I will always remember it.
For those times where u stay strong and support me, comfort me and be there for me, I'll cherish those moments.
How you always tolerate with me and my *evilness* and my *quietness* for the past 2 years.
I shall never forget you, miss you and wish you the best of luck in everything you do!!

Farewell my friend and have a wonderful journey which is currently ahead of you!

The only thing which I will regret the most is ........

Until now, I STILL HAVEN"T INVADED YOUR HOUSE!!!!!

Lolz. Have fun!

Monday, May 5, 2008

My First Driving Lesson

What a week to begin with. With a super moody, stress and tension mood.
This week, most probably will be 1 of my busiest week this year. I got tons of things need to be done by this week. Sad for me. :(

Anyway, Today's start of the day wasn't good for me. I was pretty stress up due to lots of things running in my head. Luckily, during maths class, my stress ease down and soon my mood got better during physics class.

The best part of the day is today is the day I started my driving lesson. Starting driving lessons aren't too good for me as I need to rush home every single time. However, today I started learning how to drive on the road. Lolz... now I really feel like a lembu. Mooo....mooo.....!!

I went round and round and round the same road while mastering my clutch, accelerator and gear. Hah...now I wonder how people actually can just cut other people's car and drive so near especially during massive traffic jam. Lolz.... I got kind of freak out (Not the freak out until I stop the car but dunno-wat-to-do kind) when I see people, dogs.... ya DOGS, and cars or lorries. Well, actually the lorry wasn't moving at all. Hahaha!

Well, Amazing, I learn how to stop, start, turn right, turn left, U-turn and change gear. That's 1 more involving the handbreak but I am still very blur about it. Funny to think that, I actually drive the car at 40km/hour which was my maximum. Minimum, hmmm....... maybe like 10 or less than that??? Lolz....

When it was about the end of my lesson for today, I felt so so so sorry to all the other car drivers. Especially when I was driving on a road which got only 2 lane and it was kind-of-peak hours.

The road was curvy and I drove like...... 20-30km/hour or less than that? And I thought there was only a kancil following behind me. So I was like, Steady...... Drive slowly and steady, only kancil car.... and I was wondering why that car follow behind a lembu while that car could just overtake me.

Well, my conclusion was, maybe it just wanna drive slow too, like maybe old man/woman driving, trying to be steady and he/she got patience and doesn't mind.

After some time, I looked back at my side view mirror and saw that the kancil was signaling. I was like FINALLY, go and overtake me. And guess wat???

There was like 4-5 cars behind the kancil trying to overtake me too. And zoom, 1 by 1 overtook me. I was like ................ (speechless and za dou) Hahahaha! Wat to do? Lembu being riden on the road for the first time by me!!!

What a experience! Lolz.... Accelerator now is my worst enemy. Got difficulty controlling it cause I always end up pressing too much when I want to release the clutch after changing gear. Maybe playing with the Handbreak, Clutch, Brake and Accelerator too all at once. Oh well, today is my first day after all. Cannot judge by it. Who knows I will love it when time pass-by?

But for now, Driving is seriously not my thing. Like always, I prefer to be the passenger seat than the driver. Passenger ROCKS!!

P/S : I did mati enjin once when I started the car, but after that, nope, didn't. I guess in future, there are more to come. ^_^

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Purpose of life

What is the purpose of living in this world?

I wonder

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Journey

A Journey
to be carried out must be planned and it will always be faced by a huge number of challenges.

Challenges are the worst kind of thing you ever want.
May it be small or big, but as long as a small little poof, there you go, tumbling down back to scratch.

As you are planning this particular journey,

How you hope that
-there won't be any challenges at all throughout your journey.
-there will always be a companion/friend right beside you when you are travelling it.
-this journey will be a short and quick journey so that you don't need to stand the muscle cramps or the blazing sun shining on you.
-although this journey will be tough, but there will be someone supporting you and cherish the effort you took to travel down this journey.
-the things you did when travelling throughout this journey, someone will appreciate the good deeds you did instead of stabbing your back and harm you.
-someone will always bring up ur smile and laughter and make this journey a less unpleasant journey to travel.

At the end of the day,
It will be a blessing and will cherish the moment and the effort you took to complete this journey, just to see the smile of your person you care about and the reason you travel this journey.

However,
it won't be the same for every journey, as watever you hope for won't come true and in the end the person standing right at the end of the journey, end up facing his/her back at you.

Beside that, as you may seek for encouragement to continue this journey for you have to travel this particular journey repetitively and individually, but to find dissapointment and hoped that you never even begin this journey with.

Furthermore, how sad it could be that no one will be there to lend you a helping hand or even treat this journey as a non-of-their-business thing as it particularly involve a group of people.

How risky
it is to take this journey, and how you use to forget the smile of the person standing at the end, smiling at you. How you hope that someone/a group of people will be there for you, supporting you throughout this journey and plan along with you as you travel this particular journey repetitively. And most of all, how you hope everyone at the end of the day, really do appreciate the efforts you took and say to you, " Well done, my friend, Thanks alot for making this day a really good day!"

May the result of a journey will be an eyesore or a beauty in the eye, That phrase of words will bring a smile to everyone who are travelling their respective journey.