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WAT is wrong with the world and plurk???

Oh well...shouldn't have ask that question. =X

*Happy Birthday!*

Happy Birthday to Me!
Happy Birthday to Me!
Happy Birthday to Me!
Happy Birthday to Me!

Wala... My birthday. Haha...

I AM FINALLY 18

Thanks to all those who wished me. Especially those who wishes me right at 0.00am.
Lolz... Was really *Happy* and *Glad* that you guys remember my birthday and by knowing that I am not alone.

Got tons of wishes in friendster, facebook, online and sms... plus birthday songs!!
Hahaha... That makes me wonder... comments only on my birthday and later the next day, it dies off. Lolz *Abit sad right?*

Oh well, I WAS happy on that day. Brightens my day that my phone non-stop beeping when the clock strike 12.

And this time I got 3 birthday cards and not one. ^.^
Thanks alot to my classmates and my good friend, chit ying. >.< WAS indeed fun trying to signal my friend that it was my birthday but he was blur enough not to notice it. Oh well... >.<

What's best on a Sweet 18 Birthday?
To go crash into places only 18 can go and walk in legally.
Haha.... like the cinema. Lolz
Well, other days also can but it's super nice on the day u turn 18.
It's merely a dream for me though cause I spend my day with papers + some rest.

Wat's bad as you turn 18?
You no longer a kid.
You go to jail for any wrong things
You no longer can say... "Hey, I am still 17"
Worst part... you can no longer take part in a competition as below 17. Aikz... Wasted my chance.
Oh well, there's always a chance now as in 18 and below. Wuahahaha.
And worst thing for girls... You are 1 year older = 1 year uglier.... :(
This is why girls never tell ppl about their age.

Btw.. It's already past few days since my birthday.
And those who didn't wish me, You are NOT FORGIVEN!!! XP

No time to blog since exams are RIGHT NOW!!
Won't be blogging anytime soon till end of November.
6 weeks of torture.

If friend, Don't mention a word of exams/studies infront of me.
They are sensitive issues to me right now and future.

Moral Studies

Currently... I am having mixed feelings.

Feelings :-
Happy, Sad, Lonely, Stress, Restless, Fear + Tired

Well...
Happy - Cause I pass my moral studies? So I don't need to resit again? + I am able to get out of my house and breath fresh air. [College starts]
>.< Lucky I got an A for Malaysian Studies.

Sad - I got a B for moral studies. Well it doesn't matter much but....... I get a B AGAIN in moral?? Once in SPM and Once again in college?
I remembered studying much better this time..........
=_=" Budak ini tak bermoral betul. Moral pun tak boleh score A.

Lonely - Pretty much. More into the world of papers + exams + me

Stress - Exam in 1 week time and alot of things haven't been done. Not on schedule.

Restless - Pretty bored and sick of papers + exams

Fear - Not getting good grades and there's so limited time left.

Tired - Don't have a good rest/sleep without fear these days.

Back to the Papers World again.
*Help me*
*Take me far away from this world*
*Nooooo!!!!!.....*
Bye!

Little Things

Here I am... Online at 2.30AM.
Have to drag my *Dead body* out of the bed to finish my work so that I am abit up to schedule since I am so so so back on schedule.
I guess by procrastinating and lazing around abit does pay....
Oh well... Cannot do much about it since my heart is so reluctant to do anymore papers.

What brightens my day today was little things.
At 7 something, non of the info wants to go into my brain. I was really so reluctant to even remember/read a single sentence.

And a call came.....
It's from Jeremy.....
So sweet of him to call me and let me wish Swea Phin, "Happy Birthday!!"
*Thanks Jeremy*
Wow... Her wishes!! + my wishes!! + Her happy voice really brightens my day.
She was so so so happy as her friends crashed into her house.
It was a surprise you see....
*I was supposed to be there too* T.T
"Thanks" to my A-levels again.

However, after that call... I was able to study again!! Wala!
I got the energy AGAIN!!

Thanks alot Swea Phin and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY SWEET 18!

Of course... I cannot forget Julian who ask me like nearly a hundred times whether I can attend his birthday party. XD Not exactly hundred but 10+ times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN!!
Hope you have a great party!

Little things does brighten your day whether you notice it or not.
*Hope* I will get it more often since I need the POWER to continue studying which is kinda tough these days.
A call would certainly make a difference in life.
Let the phone go *Ringing* ^-^

Sad Life

Am I making my life sad? Or is it my life is sad? Or is it A-levels ppl are sad ppl?

I guess the answer is...... I am making my life sad due to my priorities. =_="

Study Study Study!!! I hate you, exams + textbook + past year papers.

Imagine??
I had rejected 6 outings!!! SIX!! During the Hari Raya Holiday week.
2 birthdays, 2 outings and 2 gatherings.
MY GOD!

The gatherings wish I long for has finally come and I had to reject it.
That is like so so so sad... =(

Oh well, my situation of studying is like....
Trying to shoot all 10 pin balls with 1 go but I am able to shoot like 2-3 pin balls?
So I need to practice the rolling of ball in this week itself or else.... *Dead*

=_=" I hate you A-levels.