Current Update

It's been a long time since I last post something.

Maybe about like 2 weeks?

So... I shall just give my updates since now i'm on HOLIDAY!

Status : Still alive, currently like a pig actually.

Shows watched so far : Naruto Shippuuden (53 Episodes) [And Asuma died + Naruto's new Futon is so cool....], Moonlight Resonance, Prison Break Season 1 and 2

Next to be viewed + Downloading : The Money-Maker Recipe, Prison Break Season 3, Desperate Housewives (Latest Season), One Tree Hill Season 6

To be downloaded next : 7 or 8 shows of TVB series + Bleach (50+ Episodes), One Piece (50 + Epsiodes)

Movies to be downloaded soon : Transporter 3, High School Musical, Bolt

Books Interested For Now : Can you keep a secret?, One more day, New moon

Music Liking : Opening and Closing of the Latest Episode of Naruto Shippuuden + Summer Night Love - Kangta

PC Games playing : Mini games ( Home Sweet Home 2), Need for Speed - Carbon, GTA 4 ( soon to be)

What Happened the past 2 weeks?

My bro came back!! Wow!!

Bro back = Nice food + Freedom of Outing Increased + Lessen of work loads!

Hooray!!

Plus... His soft toys, my soft toy (Tasmanian Devil), Story Books and Laptop are back!!

Haha... Guess wat? I finally grasp hold of GTA 4!!

My bro bought the original game and it comes with a map and a poster of lollipop girl.

The Map

The Lollipop Girl

Sadly, my bro's laptop which supposingly the most hi-tech com seems to just barely meet the requirements to play the game. =.="
I guess I won't be touching it until next year.

Outings : None since I'm now broke.
Next outing : Youth Darma Camp - Dusun Eco (18-21 Dec 2008)

Outing on 22/11/2008

AS exams over at 21/11/2008.
I went out with Chantelle, Jia Ming, Xin Ling, Huang Xi, Michael and Ian.
All were my ex-form 5 classmates.

Was really fun to hang out with them.
Reminds me of school times where we got together.
Stupid jokes, sarcastism, Lame stuff and Kiddy Stuff.
That's the thing which I can ever and only find IF I hang out with them.
It's so hard to find this in college...
Well of course there is but not with me in it.

Guys nowadays don't grow up. Right grandmother? XD
It's no surprise to see them playing and talking like small boys.
As they fuss about arcades and talks rubbish/bullshit stuff while we girls tag along.

*Thumbs Up* to Me and Xin Ling.
We finally able to make Jia Ming paid for our bills.
Well... He owed us and It's really hard to fish out money out of his pockets.
So ungentleman guys these days. Aikz...
Not all guys but some guys. >.<
Long story for him being ungentleman and about the meals he owed us.

Glad to see Huang Xi, Michael and Ian after so so so long..which was after a year had passed.
Nothing changed. Not with the attitude, appearance or maturity.
Was surprised that Chantelle and Ian were actually classmates. As in right now.
Well.. THAT"s because I was outdated. Couldn't helped it. College...
Haha Excuses I know. Whatever.

We watched IGOR since Xin Ling And Chantelle watched Madascargar 2 already.
Igor? How's the movie?
Sucks big time. Well that's to me.
Everything was really okay okay. To watch it? It's okay. To watch 2nd time? No thanks.
But honestly, It was meant for small kids.
Storyline was like how u imagined like a small kid.

With this show, I finally realized.. I had long ago left the kids world.
Ever since my disney channel/cartoon network channel was cut off when I was standard 5.
Thanks to my bro again. Yea yea.. I'm "Big" enough.. No need to watch it.
But the bright side? I was into anime ever since primary.

Guess what? Not many ppl was into it till they were mid secondary.
So guess wat that left me to? Not much topic to talk about since different interest.
Regret it? Only the kiddy world which I wanted to be in.
Anime was and is still cool.. Also cartoon but in Japanese version and ADULTS also watch it.

Now... That left me to update myself by downloading Naruto, Bleach and One Piece which I had stopped due to exams.
Wat's sad now is... No Seeder!!! =(
I shall find my way or worst come to worst.. I will read manga (Which I am so lazy to do)

Thanks Chantelle for the ride to and back from Sunway Pyramid.
Thanks Jia Ming for the lunch. Now You still owe me ice-cream.
High Five to Xin Ling.

Gloomy Days (Cont.2)

The incident couldn't leave my mind.

"Go Away! Go Away! I don't want to think anymore"

That's what my heart said.

However, my mind doesn't follow suit.

I pushed those "pop-up thoughts" to back off my mind

I continued my task with burning midnight oil.

It was through those early hours

during my progress with my task,

I suddenly stopped.

"Pop-up thoughts" switched on.

Light bulb lighted up.

That's when I suddenly realized why he did this to me.

Everything seems to make sense with that possiblity.

Is it possible he did that because of that reason?

I just don't know.

All I knew was there's a chance it was true.

I rather believed that "truth"

Wat's the "truth"?

It was the words I said during my curse.

Words which meant " I so going tell everyone about it"

As self-defense and due to some frustration,

words were spread by him to all of his friends.

Within a day, everyone knew about it.

Less did he knew that my "everyone" was just a person.

May it be gossip or words taken seriously

It didn't bother no more.

I was hurt! Real hurt!

However, I still couldn't help understand his actions.

All I knew was time may solved everything.

That's what I hope right now.

Gloomy Days (Cont.)

The clock ticks as every second flew away.

I rushed to wrap up my task

Before I head to school.

It wasn't raining anymore.

The morning air could be felt

Physically and Mentally.

Leaving the horrible mark

That remain stained in my heart.

I got up and head to school.

The day past beautifully.

I ignored the world around me

As I progress my listed task.

"Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!"

That's what I only heard despite the buzzing sound.

A language I no longer understand.

My head felt dizzy

My body getting weak.

My eyes narrowed

As closure was the only thing.

Finally It's time! Time to get out of school!

My body automatically switch on

And I was out of the class in no time.

While I was walking out of the school,

A splash of water hit me hard.

I looked up,

"Nope, The sky is so blue today"

That's wat I told myself.

The next second, my eyes narrowed.

Narrowed not due to sleepiness but anger.

As I caught a glimpse of a schoolmate smirked.

Anger fill me with rage.

I was about to stomp out of the building

when my classmates caught up with me.

It was then I knew that schoolmate was the driver the day before.

My heart stopped...

No beating sound could be heard.

I stared with disbelief, the words I'm hearing.

That idiot had just told the whole school that I cursed him.

I knew at that moment.

Truth and story from my side should be heard.

"Oh my god!" That's what I thought

As I, myself couldn't believe how vulnerable my voice sounded.

I couldn't swallowed the fact that idiot did.

Consolation and encouragement that I was 1 of his victims

Doesn't improved my state of mind.

As I continued cursing silently in my heart.

I step on that schoolmate's tail once

But he backstabbed me with a knife.

"Even I was in the wrong,

You may step on my tail but I don't deserve a knife"

That's wat running in my mind.

Wat's more devastating was,

In my mind, I even felt sorry for cursing him.

I even thought that he must been going through bad times

now and then.

I felt like puking right now.

After all the years I had been through.

I finally able to find this word useful.

"Bastard"

Gloomy Days

Gloomy and Dark Clouds could be seen,
From a distance from where I stand.
Nearer and nearer it came,
as I took each step forward at my own pace.
With the wind and the urge to release droplets of water,
I fasten my pace to reach my destination.

Time was a factor, it played with us all the while.
Before I could even see a sight of my destination,
I was splashed with water.
"This day couldn't be any worse" I said in my mind.

I decided to run.
Run as Fast as possible with all my might.
However, my capacity was limited.
With my short legs, it couldn't bring me any faster.

A cab was spotted and I was thanked that it came by.
However, it didn't stop and went full speed
while splashing more water on me.
"Like I wasn't wet enough"
That was what I thought.
I curse silently but it became words to be heard by the driver.

"Oops!" was wat I thought.
It shouldn't be meant to be heard.
The cab turn around and splash me with more water.

I couldn't blamed the driver for wanting to get home too.
However, It was unfair for getting me more wet.
I curse more and more.
But at the end of the day,
I realized something.
It was my words which cause this misery.

Yes frustration it may seem,
But words makes a whole difference.
All I could do was blame myself.
I wished I never said those words.
I'm sorry.