Joys and Fears

Have you ever wonder what in life actually brings joy to you?
Or achievements are merely proofs of the greatest joy we have after countless battle?

I shall say grasping the moment we now enjoy is one of the biggest joy we had.
For now, although I should be preparing the greatest battle in my life at the moment, I am actually relaxing and enjoying my holidays.
Yes, I am stuck at home 24 hours.
However I had my drama (Gem of Life) to get me pump up for another upcoming episode and taekwondo to look forward on saturdays plus countless of resting and sleeping on my bed.
I am certainly enjoying too much and soon my punishment will be brought forward by my exam results.

However, I am certainly content and satisfied for compensating my outings for taekwondo lessons. I bet nothing could outbeat the stress, joy and fun of coaching the cute,blur and smart students as well as meeting my coaches, seniors and friends.
Could you believe I had joy teaching the white belts (the toughest among all) due to substituting a friend of mine being mistaken of getting a chicken pox?
Well.. That's because I was being evil by laying out punishments.
However, 2 hours later, I found out I am actually kind compared to the initial instructor. =.="
Oh well, I can't wait for the next lesson to stare at those cute white belt students for the mistakes they are upon to make. *Thrill*

Loud thunderstorm and Big Flash of Lightning certainly brought fear to me after the direct hit of lightning upon my house. My fear of getting my only source of entertainment (computer and modem) roasted by the huge current is something I certainly cannot afford right now.
Besides, My house is certainly 1 of the houses well known to be out-of-supply-of-electricity among my row.
Could you believe that all the houses around you got electricity while you got no electricity or half ur house got electricity?

Cats these days certainly are nuisance as their shrieking cries for making love and hissing and growls when fighting defintely outshine my songs drumming into my eardrums.
They even woke me up from sleep as I mistaken them for a crying baby. *Cats these days. Haihz....*

For now, I should get back to my studies or I shall face the real music 1 month later.