Time to Reflect

Is it time to reflect on myself?

It has been 2 weeks of holidays and the only thing I ever did was see the Gem of Life, eat, sleep and did some maths work.

Seing and starting Gem of Life was a huge mistake. Knowingly that I would get addict to stuff like this makes me regret it even more.

I still remember the "hardwork" I did during AS is so far fetch from what I am doing now.
Last time, I couldn't even spare a 10 minute break for myself. But now it's total different. I waste too much time on doing some useless stuff.

Today... I received a call from Taylors. All my mind can only think of is, Did I fail my subjects? So that's why they calling me now?
The trials I did really was so so so terrible until now only I ever hope is a pass. (Which so far never occured before)
And then, My friend pop out the question, Ur results are out. Fear run into me twice today. Reminding me to study and time IS indeed a factor.

It's time to reflect on myself and I hope I really do.

There's this sentence that's stuck into my head till now.
A phrase from my classmate to another classmate of mine.
"Exam don't want to study, Now only you study when exams are over."

Actually, That's what I did. Stupid isn't it?