Last Day of College

Today is the last day of college where we attend classes together and meet up together.
Although everyone went MIA (Missing In Action) for the past few days, it still pleases me to see everyone finally attended class on the very last day.

In my class, every classmate was supposed to write a letter to each and every classmate in class.
I would like to thank everyone for writting a letter to me. May it be short or long, the thought is what it counts. (Although all kind of short for me except maybe 1 or 2) Lolz.

Usually, saying goodbyes don't affect me very greatly as I always believe that if we are still alive, we can always meet up with each other again and also fate will definitely bring us back together somehow, someday. Another thing, I am not a very emotional person. Just don't ask me why, I myself dunno.

However, today, some of the letters actually touched deep into my heart that I indeed shed afew drops of tears. It's not because of the separation we are all going to face but unknowingly, some actually hit a jackpot and knew about my bad habits and what hurt me most is knowing that because of my undetermined mind to change, I continue to hurt ppl sometimes, as it's just hard to change my habits.

I was indeed surprise and touched that I actually brought some effect on my classmates although I am quiet in class. However, what they do not know is I am not like that at home. If you were to talk to my family members, I am not as hardworking as you said. Even my highschool form teacher, after talking to my parents, stop advicing me to take a break. That's because I procrastinate ALOT.

Some indeed knew me to some extend. That I am really surprised.
Once again, thanks for everything and I enjoyed myself being in PM7.
So far, this class is the best class I ever had as I think I can never ever find a class as unity as this class.

Thanks everyone!
Really Love you guys!

Time to Reflect

Is it time to reflect on myself?

It has been 2 weeks of holidays and the only thing I ever did was see the Gem of Life, eat, sleep and did some maths work.

Seing and starting Gem of Life was a huge mistake. Knowingly that I would get addict to stuff like this makes me regret it even more.

I still remember the "hardwork" I did during AS is so far fetch from what I am doing now.
Last time, I couldn't even spare a 10 minute break for myself. But now it's total different. I waste too much time on doing some useless stuff.

Today... I received a call from Taylors. All my mind can only think of is, Did I fail my subjects? So that's why they calling me now?
The trials I did really was so so so terrible until now only I ever hope is a pass. (Which so far never occured before)
And then, My friend pop out the question, Ur results are out. Fear run into me twice today. Reminding me to study and time IS indeed a factor.

It's time to reflect on myself and I hope I really do.

There's this sentence that's stuck into my head till now.
A phrase from my classmate to another classmate of mine.
"Exam don't want to study, Now only you study when exams are over."

Actually, That's what I did. Stupid isn't it?

Joys and Fears

Have you ever wonder what in life actually brings joy to you?
Or achievements are merely proofs of the greatest joy we have after countless battle?

I shall say grasping the moment we now enjoy is one of the biggest joy we had.
For now, although I should be preparing the greatest battle in my life at the moment, I am actually relaxing and enjoying my holidays.
Yes, I am stuck at home 24 hours.
However I had my drama (Gem of Life) to get me pump up for another upcoming episode and taekwondo to look forward on saturdays plus countless of resting and sleeping on my bed.
I am certainly enjoying too much and soon my punishment will be brought forward by my exam results.

However, I am certainly content and satisfied for compensating my outings for taekwondo lessons. I bet nothing could outbeat the stress, joy and fun of coaching the cute,blur and smart students as well as meeting my coaches, seniors and friends.
Could you believe I had joy teaching the white belts (the toughest among all) due to substituting a friend of mine being mistaken of getting a chicken pox?
Well.. That's because I was being evil by laying out punishments.
However, 2 hours later, I found out I am actually kind compared to the initial instructor. =.="
Oh well, I can't wait for the next lesson to stare at those cute white belt students for the mistakes they are upon to make. *Thrill*

Loud thunderstorm and Big Flash of Lightning certainly brought fear to me after the direct hit of lightning upon my house. My fear of getting my only source of entertainment (computer and modem) roasted by the huge current is something I certainly cannot afford right now.
Besides, My house is certainly 1 of the houses well known to be out-of-supply-of-electricity among my row.
Could you believe that all the houses around you got electricity while you got no electricity or half ur house got electricity?

Cats these days certainly are nuisance as their shrieking cries for making love and hissing and growls when fighting defintely outshine my songs drumming into my eardrums.
They even woke me up from sleep as I mistaken them for a crying baby. *Cats these days. Haihz....*

For now, I should get back to my studies or I shall face the real music 1 month later.

Nowadays

What's wrong with the world?!?!?
Wait.. Is it just Malaysia or to be more specific...... developed places?
For example... Subang Jaya.

Taylor's and the sweepers had found that the trees nowadays are a nuisance because of the fallen leaves.
Day by day, leaves fall and sweepers had to sweep, sweep and sweep.

Sweepers + Taylor's,
Problem : Leaves Fall Everyday and Have to Sweep Everyday
Solution : Cut the Branch so No Leaves, then No More Problem.

Students,
Problem : No More Shady Trees at the benches = Hot!
Solution : Walk faster to class or buildings or bare with the intense heat being under the sun.

=.= I see almost everywhere in Subang Jaya, they just go cutting the tree like it's a norm thing to do.
No wonder, my house been strike by lightning on saturday. (Direct hit)

I wonder why I didn't buy lottery? Hmmm.......

If I were a Boy

If I were a Boy,

1) I will be able to walk freely on this earth.
2) I will be able to build up my muscles and have a man-to-man fight.
3) I will be able to fight equally in terms of anything instead of being taken pity and said... Haiya... you girl, I give you chance.
4) I will be able to focus only on 1 thing.... my goal.
5) I won't need to worry about PMS, cosmetics, clothes, shoes, handbags and etc.
6) I won't need to worry about how messy, rugged or dirty I am.
7) Be the man and lead the way. Nobody will say you wrong cause you're the MAN.
8) Eat all you want. Boy's nature of having high metabolism.
9) Play all you want. (Have you ever wonder why all cool and nice stuff like games are more suited to guys then girls? They just have all the geng stuff)
10) Being cute and lovely won't be in the dictionary.

1 thing a girl can beat a guy flat down.
A girl = I can produce a human being. Can you?

Well.. This stupid song, "If I were a boy" is played every single day before I go to college.. Just right before 8.00AM news.
Oh there it goes... this song is stuck in my head.

~Sorry for the crap above =D ~